Waiting for your shirt and share it with others then.
TIP: Order it with your friends for saving shipping fee.
She asked me if I wanted to touch her butt, which I really did not know what to say to. I had never done anything like that (I had actually never kissed a girl either) and I didn’t know what to say, so I said no. She didn’t like that very much, though. She appeared confused, but brushed it off and pretended it didn’t happen and then we just continued to talk. About 15 minutes later she divulged that no guy had ever rejected touching her like that, and it made her feel bad. I reassured her that I was indeed attracted to her, and that I wanted to, but I just felt uncomfortable stating it.
Soon, this time came and I was about to leave. We were both standing up, and she pulled me close to her and started to make out with me; simultaneously, she grabbed my hands and put them on her butt, and continued to make out with me. Oddly enough I didn’t derive a bit of pleasure from it, or seem to really feel my hands against her body at that point. As soon as we were done, I started to leave and she told me not to tell anyone, to which I agreed. After I left, I vividly recall going up to my room feeling shocked and horrible. It was at this point that I learned that I was not the type to indulge in these sorts of one-time relations with others.